Naaaaah – as I’ve said before, making a list of resolutions – even if they’re disguised as “goals” “intentions” “declarations” “wishes” “list of things that PLEASE GOD AUDREY JUST DON’T DO THIS ANYMORE” — is just simply the easiest way for me to make a list of Things I’ll Just Keep Happily Doing In Spite of Literally Everything In My Soul Begging Me to Not Do. Continue reading “This is Not a Resolutions Post”
Category: New Years Eve
Hello, Goodbye: 2018
What a freakin’ year!
Compared to last year, shit felt pretty quiet. But really – it’s been a year of tremendous growth, awesome achievements, and fantastic travel. Ain’t too shabby! Continue reading “Hello, Goodbye: 2018”
Hello, goodbye: 2017
And here we are, at the end of 2017.
I could focus on the bad shit — Trump, loss, depression, not becoming obscenely rich — but I’ll focus on the positive. 2017 was a year for: Continue reading “Hello, goodbye: 2017”
2016 – in review
Well.
What a year. I’m still kinda shocked that it’s over, because it feels like it’s January and we’re still getting ready to move. But for a year that gave me heaps of challenges, shocks (Trump?!) and periods of ridiculous struggle, there were so many good things that happened, and I’m thankful for the place this year has brought me to: more assertive, more honest, and *fingers crossed* more focused on what I need. To recap, 2016 highlights – Continue reading “2016 – in review”
2015 in Photos
2014: Hello, Goodbye!
Wow, man. This year has been huge.
Last year on New Year’s Eve, I was sitting on the couch in my condo, laid up with a kidney infection and just dreaming of what 2014 would be like. When Joel visited me in November that year, we decided we wanted to live together. And with that decision, 2014 was poised to be GINORMOUS with planning and prepping. But I had no idea how ginormous it would wind up.
Over the course of 2014, I:
- paid off my credit cards for the LAST time (i.e. I cancelled all but one and cut up the card for the remaining account so I can’t use it, ever, except for the most extreme emergency.)
- had an ultrasound that uncovered mystery spots on my liver and kidneys. The spots were non-malignant, but it scared the shit out of me. So I cut back on drinking by about 80%, and the spots shrank. Huzzah!
- gained 10 lbs because I replaced alcohol with pizza and cookies
- concluded therapy, which felt like graduating from Emotional Competency College
- got to hug each and every one of my best friends (hard to do when all your friends are scattered across the United States)
- discovered I actually want to have children
- turned 30 (ugh, what?)
- celebrated the birth of my newest nephew
- moved to Australia
- read 5 books (accomplishment!)
And here are some of the pictorial highlights:












































For all the worry and anxiety I had over this year, and even though parts of it were so incredibly hard, I look back and I’m so surprised at how well it went, and how supportive and encouraging everyone was. I’ve been pushed and challenged this year, and I feel like I’m coming out on top, learning and finally starting to apply all those lessons learned. And I’ve felt more loved and alive than I have in a long time. I miss everyone back in the States more than I thought I would, but I finally feel like I’m coming into my own as a person. It’s a good feeling.
Long story short: what a transforming, awesome, kick ass year. I have a feeling that 2015 will be just as exciting–and maybe a little scary (see: applying for my Partner visa and taking control of my terrible eating habits {I just wiped melted chocolate off my laptop}). But I can’t wait to see how it turns out.
Cheers, everyone, and have a Happy New Year!